Not My New Best Friend

Hey y'all! I'd like to talk about something that overpopulates my school...douches. This particular douche is someone I used to like but is now my own worst enemy. He basically thinks he rules the whole Freshmen population because he hangs out with cool people. Well news flash, I hang out with popular people too but I don't brag about it or change my look because of that. xP Anyways, he's also a womanizer and has every girl I know wrapped around his little finger. What I hate is how they don't see what a real jerk he is. He makes fun of my friend when she's sitting right near him and can hear everything he's saying about her. Me and my friend Camille noticed this and we know not to trust him anymore or even give him the time of day anymore. My friend was a bit sad about losing someone she had a crush on but I told her if he ever makes fun of her...I would kick his little non-existent balls and make sure he can never use it. *A little grapic I know but hey I'm asian so I have a reason to be violent* Man I can't believe I wasted my time with the likes of someone like him. Now I have gag myself to ever consider a guy like that. Ugh I have really bad taste.

I wrote a song about this because one day I was just so pissed that I had to write a song about my feelings. It's called,"Not My Best Friend (Cupid's Slave)" Cupid's Slave was the original title and I made that title because it fit him considering he is a womanizer and if cupid had a arrow everytime he had a new girlfriend....he would run out. So I came up with the name Cupid's Slave considering it sounded cool but funny. Also, I chose Not My Best Friend because he used to be my friend now guess who's getting crossed off the friends list? This guy.

Guys are sometimes unpredictable and stupid. That's why I am bi, guys are sometimes fun but girls can just be hard to handle because they bring a lot of drama to the table. xP Another good topic is, HALLOWEEN! My favorite holiday effin' ever! You get to dress up as whatever you want and be a creature of the night for one night. Halloween also celebrates the Day of the Dead so I thought that was pretty cool. It kinda throws me off when some people don't celebrate Halloween though party poopers won't get in my way because I am going to be a rocker NEKO (Cat in japanese) for halloween! :D My cosplay is supposed to be like Neko Musume from xxxHOLiC. (my fav anime show!) My sister is supposed to be a vampire from Vampire Knight (also another anime show I enjoy.) Well that's all I got for today...not the longest blog I've ever made considering it has my worst enemy on it. xP Anyways, don't let love get you down!

Enjoy your Halloween!
Love,

Alyssa (aka Ally to my friend Trevor at least)

Song of the Week:

Fit for Rivals - Reason

Fit for rivals is awesome and if you like a girl with a raspy voice...listen to these guys! They are fucking bad ass and they deserve to be heard!

♫At the bottom is my favorite lead singer Sierra!♫ ↓

(I've recently learned how to make symbols with the ALT button so yeah..I'm having fun!)

☺☻♥♫♪

↓ Oops. I keep putting random stuff. I better stop typing before I have too much fun xD

Homecoming: Going or Not Going? and Guitars!

Schools events were never my thing but when my mom told me about her high school days I was like I want to do that! But dances...were never my taste because it was just drama, drama, and more drama. Everyone is talking and talking about homecoming which I considered going to but with not having a dress and not really wanting a date yeah I don't know anymore. Dating was never my quality considering my status is now single because of my douchebag of a ex-boyfriend decided to date one of my friends behind my back. This kids is a reminder never to think about long-distant relationships cause they suck ass. Those wasted tears are for someone who is possibly taking advantage of you being gone. But if you do ever consider it...don't take it to heart when you find out your friend is dating your boyfriend. Trust me, I didn't because long distance relationships always go bad at least in my perspective they do. For those who are still going strong, answer this question: How do you do it? I mean how can you be so faraway yet so trustworthy even though you have no clue what your boyfriend/girlfriend is doing?

Anyways away from break ups, homecoming yeah sure sounds fun but when a guy friend asks you and he expects an answer but you don't have the guts to tell him no? Yeah it sucks. We'll be in gym class and I don't want it to be awkward but he stares at me like he is waiting for an answer and I'm just like: Oh shit. What did I get myself into? I still want to be his friend because I hate losing friends over the dumbest things but with him always waiting...I can't be near him and not make it awkward! Sheesh! I mean come on! I'm only one girl! But I guess that's what I get for getting along with guys so well.

Next topic is guitars! Okay most people would expect me to have a Gibson or some expensive acoustic or electric guitar right? Wrong! I have this crappy pink with stars on it acoustic guitar. Though it does sound shitty, I love it! I mean it's pink which I hate but it's out there I mean it's like me: different and always shining bright. Corny I know, anyways; my lazy ass of a dad took almost all my strings for his ukulele so my guitar is half naked with only 2 strings! Pity right? I know it sucks but I can still play, just bass chords. d: Guitar shopping is one of the most amazing experiences ever. Whenever I pass by a Guitar Center, I just want to stare inside that glass window at all those guitars. Being a commoner I don't exactly have the money for a Gibson or Fender Strat guitar so all I can do is stare. But whenever I pass by guitars and see that one perfect guitar...I know that one is for me. It describes me in every way and it just calls out to me(not in the "Please buy me!" way) it calls out to me like,"This has Alyssa written all over it and no one else is getting it bitch!" kind of way. Sadly enough, I have to wait til Christmas to get a electric guitar which is 1, 2, 3 months away! :( poo. Well I guess I can wait. Until next time...this has been My Life as Alyssa!

, smelyalata!

Songs to Check Out:

A Fine Frenzy - Rangers

VersaEmerge - Past Praying For

Hey Monday - WonderGirl

and Animes to Check Out:

K-On!

Angel Beats!

Boys and Geometry...not my specialty

In high school we all know that there is romance once in awhile and the usual drama. 'Round here there are no mean girls to 'cause drama but guys are a different story. For me, I like to keep guys guessing and tease just to keep their blood boiling. Considering guys used to do that to me, I decided to switch roles and try not to be the Dansel in Distress anymore or desperate person looking for a one night date for homecoming. The truth is, my friends are mostly consisted of guys so my chances of dates are a minimum to 1 which isn't a problem because it's the beginning of the school year and I want to focus on my school work then think about that kind of stuff. I've had my ups-and-downs with guys but I have to remember, keeping them guessing is a lot of fun. Anyways, guys can also be very...very...very clueless. But so am I, so I can't really blame them can I? This is why it's just better to have guy friends to you know...avoid drama, jealously and crap. 'Cause that's what happened last year; drama, drama, and a lot more drama. It was like frickin' World War III or The Hills Season 1, 000!

Romance has never been my specialty because romance is not something you rehearse or figure out. It's confusing, frustrating, and heart-breaking.

Geometry is another thing I don't specialize in. I was never good in math but so far I suck ASS in geometry. Everyone else is like how could you get that low of a score? and blah blah all smart-ass. But I don't really care what they think-I'm more worried about college credits for crying out loud! If I can't even pass math on the first semester I might just mentally hurt myself. My dad is always telling me I can't screw up my freshmen year because it will reflect on the rest of my high school year and blah blah. To tell you the truth, that IS what I am worried about but I also don't want to overwork myself in a sweat that I stress out too much. My friends tell me you can get gray hairs from stressing out too much which I think is a total lie but it can't help but worry about gray hairs either. On a serious note, even if you did possibly fail your first Geometry test you shouldn't freak out too much, right? O.o Also, it's only the beginning of the year; there is so much left to do before the end of the year. Just take a deep breathe and don't worry yourself too much.

smelyalta, Alyssa!

PS:

My Song of the Week: VersaEmerge - Fixed at Zero

Don't know em? Click on the song title and it will bring you to the music video! :D Hopefully, sometimes computers aren't fond of me xP

Also My Fav Anime at the Moment is:

Durarara! and Angel Beats! check em' out! :D

JOIN THE DOLLARS GANG (If you have ever watched Durarara you would understand. If you haven't....you probably wouldn't understand lol.)

First Blog!

Okay this is my first blog to my new blog! Lol anyways I might as well let you know a few things about myself, my name is Alyssa. I am a freshmen in high school who is trying to survive so far..as you can see I am alive so yeah I have made it so far. I moved to Kansas from Pennsylvania, my pain-in-the-ass that i call my father is in the army so we HAD to move to Kansas. We move from state to state so yeah it sucks but you get used to it if you are an army brat. Anyways, a few things about myself...well I love all types of music from 80s and 90s rock to Bring Me the Horizon and Hey Monday. I would tell you all the bands but the band list is so long that it could go for states. My fashion style is the in-style right now which is skinny jeans, band tshirts, and vans (no converse.) I try to be out there like I'll wear my usual 'rockstar' look then the next day try to look a bit classy with my flowy tank top and boots. Yeah..sexy. I also try to be myself, I don't wear my clothes because everyone else is wearing it, my clothes describe me. I do play a few instruments but I play sucky, I am hoping to create a band but with so much going on with school starting and not doing so hot in Geometry..yeah I need to focus on my work. xP Other things are I am Bi, I am the out-crowd not the in-crowd, and yes I am asian. I would post a picture but creepers might print it then keep it on their walls so no pictures just blogs and my long monologues how my life sucks.

Love: Music
Hate: Justin Bieber and his none-existant dick

Love: Haters

Hate : Lovers...haha jk

Love: Skaters

Hate: Goths- they're too scary and I'd-rather-die moody

Love: Guys Who Are Sweet and Make Me Laugh

Hate: Guys Who Are Dicks

Love: English

Hate: Math

Love: Nice teachers

Hate: Bitchy teachers

Love: My family

Hate: Awkward People

Love: My friends

Hate: Leaving my friends

Love: Fit for Rivals

Hate: Paramore.

KAY! that describes me pretty much. Anyways, this is going to be my daily blog about high school life. How interesting! No I am not going to be like Juno aka Liz Lee from My Life as Liz. I am going to be individualistic with a slight sarcasam but also melodramatic-ness. If you don't like my blog, don't read. You like keep reading and comment if you like! :D

smelyalata, Alyssa!